posting?
I am like so surprise?
And i am on guard.
My mum can see everything i am typing.
Ai.
This blog like so little ppl come
=.="
Such a bad start for the year lar.
Today band was ok.
But i was like emo for the whole sectional time and have not mood to play. Hate it mean.
Almost cried.
But like no one care like that.
Not that i nid anyone to care lar.
But it is like SO irritating when i am called a slacker.
Maybe some ppl know very well what is going on in my fucked up messy family.
But not everyone do.
So it still comes back to the same thing.
Ai.
But at least it is better in school now then Sec1-2.
I think that really, if this was to happen when i am Sec1-2 then i am going to have died.
So like messed up now.
I dun know if i am walking the correct path.
Dun know.
Dun know.
Dun know if i am doing the correct thing...
Dun know what is going on.
So fucking messed up.
Dun wan to die and dun wan to live.
I have to choose. But dun know which way to go.
And i dun understand why is it that my parents must go against me helping out the band or something like that.
I dun know why.
Everytime i on a call with a band major to ask about something(of course i get nothing from them. they cannot tell me too much oso cos me not in council) my parents say i am wasting money.
I know lar.
I know that my discipline today sucked to the core.
One of my worst discipline days.
So yea.
Very emo.
Sry.
But... ARHHHHHH I DUN KNOW lar.
NID SOME PEACE AND QUIET.
Maybe going to my diary is the best now.
See if you all can find my diary.
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Dear diary .............................
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No one cares about me.......................
My parents treat me like SHIT........................
SOMEONE HELP ME PLS PLS PLS.......................
So sad lar........................
Hais
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