Exams are around the corner, and my mind is at a blank at what to post.
So all i'm gonna do is to wish everyone good luck in their upcoming poly exams and whatever exams you may have.
Gonna have to work hard over the next 2 weeks and i might not have the time to blog here.
But please do not forget me! I'm just MIA, not KIA :)
I shall be back. Thanks everyone for their support!!!
Thursday, 29 November 2012
Sunday, 18 November 2012
Swiss 4e2'10
Yeap. This post is for you guys.
I don't think i have ever realise how much you all meant to me until recently when i start thinking back about the memories we had together.
So here is a post, for you all.
So here is a post, for you all.
I remembered how i was irritating, throwing tantrums everyday and not being attentive in class.
I remember the times when you all tell me, "People get addicted to maple, dota, but you get addicted to band."
I remember that on my birthday Xiuming, Shermin, Keyu made a card for me, telling me to have confidence in myself, telling me that i rock at conducting the band.
Our class was a mix of all types of people. We had the nerds, the cool, the cute, the ah bengs, the ah lians, and our DA JIE Ms Wu :D
We had the best mix of teachers.
Hell, we had the best mix of everything.
We stood together as one when we met with the worst situations.
We were the for each other in the times leading up to O-Levels.
We have been on tour together, had class outing together, chalet together and everything that a class could do together.
We definitely have been through more then anyone could have imagined as a class.
Yea, its true, i was often teased in class and ignored by you people, but still, when i was downcasted and lost, talking to you all helped.
You all never turned me away or ignore me.
I realised it was my own problem that made it hard for me to fit into the class.
I realised that i have failed to treasure you guys.
Yea, i find it hard to make new friends now in tietary education, and i don't really know why.
To be frank, you guys from Swiss, and my juniors and seniors from Swiss are the only true friends i have now.
Thanks for the memories Swiss 4e2'10!
I will never forget you guys.
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
We stood together as one when we met with the worst situations.
We were the for each other in the times leading up to O-Levels.
We have been on tour together, had class outing together, chalet together and everything that a class could do together.
We definitely have been through more then anyone could have imagined as a class.
Yea, its true, i was often teased in class and ignored by you people, but still, when i was downcasted and lost, talking to you all helped.
You all never turned me away or ignore me.
I realised it was my own problem that made it hard for me to fit into the class.
I realised that i have failed to treasure you guys.
Yea, i find it hard to make new friends now in tietary education, and i don't really know why.
To be frank, you guys from Swiss, and my juniors and seniors from Swiss are the only true friends i have now.
Thanks for the memories Swiss 4e2'10!
I will never forget you guys.
And i hope,
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
Monday, 12 November 2012
Amazing Grace
When will you ever understand, the pain of being me.
When will you ever see, the pain of my personality.
When will you ever feel, the pain of my aching heart.
When will you ever...
I'm not the easiest person to understand, and i'm definitely not the best son any parent would hope for.
I only hope for a world that can understand me, a world that is fair.
Yet i know it will never happen.
The world that we live in, everyone there is out to kill.
It's no longer survival of the fittest, it is the survival of the most cunning.
Yet there are those with the best support from friends and family that will come up on top and over those cunning people.
This world is no longer fair, and i'm one of those who want to escape from the reality of this cruel world.
I need to realise this cruel fact, that i live in this world.
I need to face it, don't i...
I don't have much to say today.
Mentally and Physically, i feel more than horrible.
I'm tired, and i really cannot carry on and take control anymore.
I'm lost... but nevertheless, i leave with this today...
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound.
That saved, a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now i see.
When will you ever see, the pain of my personality.
When will you ever feel, the pain of my aching heart.
When will you ever...
I'm not the easiest person to understand, and i'm definitely not the best son any parent would hope for.
I only hope for a world that can understand me, a world that is fair.
Yet i know it will never happen.
The world that we live in, everyone there is out to kill.
It's no longer survival of the fittest, it is the survival of the most cunning.
Yet there are those with the best support from friends and family that will come up on top and over those cunning people.
This world is no longer fair, and i'm one of those who want to escape from the reality of this cruel world.
I need to realise this cruel fact, that i live in this world.
I need to face it, don't i...
I don't have much to say today.
Mentally and Physically, i feel more than horrible.
I'm tired, and i really cannot carry on and take control anymore.
I'm lost... but nevertheless, i leave with this today...
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound.
That saved, a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now i see.
Wednesday, 7 November 2012
Taking Control
"A lot of people spend valuable time in their lives focusing on their pasts. I have. I could probably spoil your week if i reviewed the first 26 years of my life. It was a mess!
When i was 26, i had a guy look at me and tell me that I was the most miserable person he had ever met! he was right. I was plain miserable. He said, "You're always sick!" I didn't have a terminal illness or anything but I always had a backache, headache, or something and i was always broke. He said "Why don't you change it?" Well, as long as I kept focusing on what led me to this point, I was going to create more of the same. He said "Let it go! Forgive it!"
-Bob Proctor
Letting go of the past and moving forward?
Definitely easier said then done. There are so many in the world, so many who are super stressed over work and studies. They make mistakes and love to harp on the issue for a long long time.
They go back to the past and look at the unchangeable. They ask themselves what i could have done better, what i should have not done, so on and so forth. These people fail to look into the future.
They failed to let go of their past. They bare grudges against people whom have made their lives miserable and refuse to move on into the future. They lock up their feelings inside of themselves and forget the bigger picture.
I happen to be a part of that group of people. I happen to be one of those that let my past haunt me and refused to let it out. I happen to be that loser that doesn't want to take control of my life.
I forget that i'm only 18 and still have to spend 50 more years at least on this place. I forget that there is a bigger picture behind my perfect painting of my life, that this bigger picture is forever changing. I forget that i can actually control how this picture will be painted.
I refused to look into the big picture and hope to go back to the good times. I refused to admit that at the end of the Journey, the pain that i experienced through the path will be nothing compared to the glory of my gains. I refused to let go, forgive, and move on into the future.
I want to stay in a comfort zone and not step out into the unknown. I want the problems that i have to disappear without me doing anything. I want to be at the top of the world and be in control.
All these that i happen to be, all those that i forgot, things that i have refused, dreams that i wanted. It lead to what i am now.
This is no longer me. I have lost not only my will, i have lost my character, my confidence, my mind. I am no longer who i used to be, or who i wanted to be.
I have let myself sink so deep i have lost even my Heart and my Soul.
I am going to take control. I will face my problems boldly.
I will stop running away.
Mark my words, because I will find myself once again.
I will become the Thomas Koh i and the world once knew, and be even better.
I will be confident, I will have the will to succeed, and I WILL never let anyone stop me from finding myself again.
Yes, i am now moving on.
Most importantly, i am now Taking Control.
When i was 26, i had a guy look at me and tell me that I was the most miserable person he had ever met! he was right. I was plain miserable. He said, "You're always sick!" I didn't have a terminal illness or anything but I always had a backache, headache, or something and i was always broke. He said "Why don't you change it?" Well, as long as I kept focusing on what led me to this point, I was going to create more of the same. He said "Let it go! Forgive it!"
-Bob Proctor
Letting go of the past and moving forward?
Definitely easier said then done. There are so many in the world, so many who are super stressed over work and studies. They make mistakes and love to harp on the issue for a long long time.
They go back to the past and look at the unchangeable. They ask themselves what i could have done better, what i should have not done, so on and so forth. These people fail to look into the future.
They failed to let go of their past. They bare grudges against people whom have made their lives miserable and refuse to move on into the future. They lock up their feelings inside of themselves and forget the bigger picture.
I happen to be a part of that group of people. I happen to be one of those that let my past haunt me and refused to let it out. I happen to be that loser that doesn't want to take control of my life.
I forget that i'm only 18 and still have to spend 50 more years at least on this place. I forget that there is a bigger picture behind my perfect painting of my life, that this bigger picture is forever changing. I forget that i can actually control how this picture will be painted.
I refused to look into the big picture and hope to go back to the good times. I refused to admit that at the end of the Journey, the pain that i experienced through the path will be nothing compared to the glory of my gains. I refused to let go, forgive, and move on into the future.
I want to stay in a comfort zone and not step out into the unknown. I want the problems that i have to disappear without me doing anything. I want to be at the top of the world and be in control.
All these that i happen to be, all those that i forgot, things that i have refused, dreams that i wanted. It lead to what i am now.
This is no longer me. I have lost not only my will, i have lost my character, my confidence, my mind. I am no longer who i used to be, or who i wanted to be.
I have let myself sink so deep i have lost even my Heart and my Soul.
I am going to take control. I will face my problems boldly.
I will stop running away.
Mark my words, because I will find myself once again.
I will become the Thomas Koh i and the world once knew, and be even better.
I will be confident, I will have the will to succeed, and I WILL never let anyone stop me from finding myself again.
Yes, i am now moving on.
Most importantly, i am now Taking Control.
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