All Crap lar

Hi one any all.

School started off good for me today.
Got to revise for my tests.
HOWEVER???

E-maths test was CRAP!!!
Lost 12 marks le.
But can pass.

Geography is a failure.
I draw wrong thing.
And now i am sure that i will fail it.
My first test.
So much for scoring for geography.
To pull the marks up now?
I have to score well for the other tests.
And there is a physic test TMR.
AI!!!!

And my leg is aching.
even now.
As i am posting.
As i am siting down.

Went to popular after school today.

With josiah and pesdy.

Bought only two

Yep.

A stapler and this thing.

Yea.

Thats all.

And i not suppose to drink ice water?

But i bought bubble tea.

So cold the drink.

But it was yummy.

Mango.

And dun know why my leg is still aching after i saw a doctor.

So anyway?

I have to do drills still.

I dun wan to be the slacky guy i am.

I dun wan to be late for falling in liao.

I WAN A CHANGE.

I WILL MAKE AN EFFORT TO DO IT.

I HAVE TO!!!

OR NOT NO ONE WILL RESPECT ME.

I HAVE TO.

YEA.

Thats more like the guy who wants to... to...

nvm

bye for now ok?

Mood? HAPPY!!!

Hi one and all.
Its after CNY.
Hope you all have a lot of ang bao.
=D
Well.
Went out with Josiah's EV gang on friday.
Last friday.
Yea.
It was josiah's birthday.
So now he is offically 15 years and 5 days young.
Yea.
Haha.
Lol.
So we went to pizza hut lar.
Then eat there.
I had like so much cheese on my pizzas.
Of course that was a must.(CHEESE ROCKS WITH PIZZAS AND NOTHING ELSE FOR ME. YAY!!!)
So after that, the was the cake.
There was strawberrys on the cake.
And other fruits.
All not fresh.
The strawberry had mould on it.
SO digusting.
But it did not affect the cake.
So it was ok.
Lol.
Ruixin was there too.
Tried to push her together with clement.
But she don wan.
So nvr lar.
And then there was a picture.


CHEEZE!!!!
After that we went to play bball.
Basket ball.
But of course, i not very sporty one.
So went to play at the playground.
With Ruixin and her friend.(I AM NOT FLIRTING)
Cos there was nothing to do.
So we went to try balancing.
You know rite?
The senior czitern(pardon me for my spelling -__-) thing.
So we tried balancing.
And yar.
This is the picture.


Ok.
Retarded picture?
Yes of course.
I look retarded in pictures anyway.
So yar.
Thats all for now.
Bye.

A DEEP CUT IN MY HEART

Omg.
I am feeling so hurt now.
I am. I am.
I feel like crying you know.
Maybe ******(someone) is rite.
I cannot ever reverse all tat i hve done.
I juz wan to forget about what i am doing...........

NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ISOLATED, NOT BEING TREATED LIKE THE OTHERS.
HOW IT HURTS MY HEART.
WHY CANT THEY GIVE ME A CHANCE.
TO LET ME CHANGE.
WITH THEIR HELP!?
NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS MAN.
REALLY.
IT FEELS SO CRAPPY.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE.
I WAN TO DIE.
DUN WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.
I TRY SO HARD.
AND THEN ALL I GET IN RETURN IS ALL ONLY CRAP.
I JUZ GET SCOLDED AND SCOLDED AND INSULTED AND INSULTED.
AND I JUZ RETARDED TO THINK THAT I CAN DO IT?
I don't know.




SOMEONE GIVE ME AN ANSWER.
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*

Its a major ouchie D=

HI one and all.
Just coming to see my blog.
Then decided to post.
My right half of my body is causing me some serious problems.
Its making me limp.
And yea.
I had a bad fall.
And i am NOT going into it.
Anyway.
I and just here to post.
I had a bad fall and it hurts a !@#!@@#$ lot.
But it will heal.
So i will be patient and wait.
And yea.
Bye

And i updated a few things.
Pls read.









Ty

Confused sad and crying

ARHHH!!!!
I dun know what is going on in my life now a days.
I just got scolded by daddy yesterday.
Cos me to like blank out totally?
Yea.
It was that bad.
After i like blank out?
I was like crying and crying and crying.
I was so moody.
Ai.
I dun know what to do now.
There is a mess in band?
And i am messed up at home?
And i feel so stupid?
yar.
At least the mess in band is easing.
Yea.
That is what i am happy about.
OK.
Bye.

ARHHH

posting?
I am like so surprise?
And i am on guard.
My mum can see everything i am typing.
Ai.
This blog like so little ppl come
=.="
Such a bad start for the year lar.
Today band was ok.
But i was like emo for the whole sectional time and have not mood to play. Hate it mean.
Almost cried.
But like no one care like that.
Not that i nid anyone to care lar.
But it is like SO irritating when i am called a slacker.
Maybe some ppl know very well what is going on in my fucked up messy family.
But not everyone do.
So it still comes back to the same thing.
Ai.
But at least it is better in school now then Sec1-2.
I think that really, if this was to happen when i am Sec1-2 then i am going to have died.
So like messed up now.
I dun know if i am walking the correct path.
Dun know.
Dun know.
Dun know if i am doing the correct thing...
Dun know what is going on.
So fucking messed up.
Dun wan to die and dun wan to live.
I have to choose. But dun know which way to go.
And i dun understand why is it that my parents must go against me helping out the band or something like that.
I dun know why.
Everytime i on a call with a band major to ask about something(of course i get nothing from them. they cannot tell me too much oso cos me not in council) my parents say i am wasting money.
I know lar.
I know that my discipline today sucked to the core.
One of my worst discipline days.
So yea.
Very emo.
Sry.
But... ARHHHHHH I DUN KNOW lar.
NID SOME PEACE AND QUIET.
Maybe going to my diary is the best now.
See if you all can find my diary.
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Dear diary .............................
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No one cares about me.......................
My parents treat me like SHIT........................
SOMEONE HELP ME PLS PLS PLS.......................
So sad lar........................


Hais

Second day of school

Hi one and all.

First of all.
To reply tags.
Zhiming: OK. I re-linked you liao.
Xin Zhen: Really sry, but can you tell me who are you? Cos we like know we are in each others' class only this year........ON a second thought. I think i know u. Nvm i will find out soon.
Dania: Ok THZ!!!!!

Thats all for now.
Ok.
Down to the post.

To one and all.
I am now the chairman of 3e2.
I dun know how that happened.
But, yea thats me.
And not that i dun wan to be Chairman.
I am not sure if i can lar.
But i am willing to try it out.
If i cannot do the job properly, i will just step down.
But i am really really willing to give this new role a try.

Ok lar.
So far so good.
But school was a bit sucky.
The good thing.
E-Maths is Miss Ma JJ teaching us.
That means i will not be late-handing-in my work.
So that is a good thing.
The bad thing.
I dun hand up work i will get double scolding.
In class and then in band...

That aside.

So our cher for SS and Elective history was NOT Mdm tang.
Very good.
In fact they and MDM Wan(Yes miss wan is married) for SS and Mrs Sng for elective history.
Both chers very good at teaching so no prob there.

MT was a WOWER.
We finished the first chapter in 1hr 10mins.
Around there.
Amazing rite?
And we are like half way through our second chapter today liao.

Physic and Chemisty was VERY good.
Although i must abmit that i was almost sleeping in physic.

Recess was the favourite of course.

English.
ROX.
Mrs V and Mdm Choo all knows how to communicate with the class and they know very well how to make the class FUN and VERY FUN.
And we learn too.
Haha.

Ok. Thats all for today k?
I got to go now .
Got to do my no.1 uniform.
Tomorrow i am performing.
So bye yea.

First day of school

First day of school COMPLETELY sux.

Why?

Cos i got switched out of my seat.

Now i like sitting behind Joclyen.

Wish she dun tease me or what.

LOL.