Hi people =)
I know.
Very long did not post.
Here to post now.
Anyway, i know that my parents sucks....

Enough of that.
Seems that so many things have ripped my holiday apart.
Into thousand of pieces that i could hardly piece them together again.
My parents... they suck.
They scold and nag that i am not doing any homework.
And i really am angry because everyone can watch TV at least.
But i cannot even do that at home.
I am only free at my aunt's house.
So dam said.

But that is not only the only thing.
See, i am down for something called the Advance Drill Course.
And there is a pre course training.
And everyone that is going through this with me are telling me "Thomas DUN go for the course lar. We will tease you one."
Not only that.
Sometimes i hear ppl tell me " Thomas you cannot make it one lar. So dun try."
WHAT?
I mean yes i may be weaker then anyone.
But i know i can do it.
Why dun they just understand that?
And what i have in band is horrifying sometimes.
Everyone seems to hate me.
And Mr Chew want me to be the nxt Student Conductor.
Dun know what is going to happen nxt year.
I mean... Should i just quit?
But i can't quit...
There is no way out of this.
Sometimes i really want to just sit down in one corner and just cry.
I just feel that bad.
And i dun fake sick.
Now that i am sick, i dun know if i can go for my Band Camp.
Then everyone is going to say "Thomas is faking sick"
I hate that, but i will just tolerate it.
I dun want to blow up again.
I dun wan to blow up ever again.
NOT EVEN ONCE.
i wan to change that.
I dun want to blow up again.
*cry*
I really wan to change.
But no one in band sees that.
*cry*
I had suffered three full years of band and school in primary school.
And i dun wan that again.
I want that to go completely.
*cry*
*cry*
*cry*
What have i done so wrong to get all this horrible suffering?

Hate my life... Just want to die...

My classmates

OK.
So here it is....

This is very random.
So there is not difference if you come first or what.
Depends on who i rmb first.
So here i go.
By the way, the ppl here are all in my class 2e1'08

Let's start with the ppl who had given me the most help in those two years and my best frens or maybe my ONLY true frens ever. And then the rest.

Charmaine
The person who helped me a lot. Yea. it is her. Whatever she said had help me change from the person i was last year till the person i am this year. Yep. Charmaine...THANKS A LOT!!! I will nvr forget you for all that you have helped me for. In all ways you have helped me a lot. Be it talking to me on MSN LIVE, or talking to me normally in school. Thx again. xD. One more thing. If you are reading this, sorry for everything that i did that offended you. I hope you could accept my apology.

Samuel
Yep. He helped me in some way. I dun really know how to explain it, but he have. In fact, he is the one who does listen to me without saying anything. He was one of the most encouraging person in my life too. He is also the only person who i had talked to 2hrs on the phone. Haha. lol. Just one of my wishes now. That we will be best friends forever.

Josiah
Josiah. Yea. He is one great fren to have. Although it is true that he is horny. But it does not mean that he is all that bad and that he cannot be a good fren and helpful fren to have. In fact, he is the one of my only true frens i had ever had in my life. He is really helpful in the sense that if you feel very down and want someone to talk to, you can talk to him. he nvr fails to cheer me up. Yep, not even once. haha. Thz jojo =D... Hope we are frens forever!!!

Yan Teik
Yan teik...... Yes you have helped me before, but sometimes... i dun know how to... to talk to you. Its like wasting my breath sometimes talking to you. But overall, you are still a fren i would like to keep. At least until the end of secondary life...

Howard
What to say about you? well, you had given me advise before on who to be fren with and who not to, but i did not listen... Well, he did help me a bit, and i will thank him for it. THZ HOWARD!!!

Iggy
LOL. Our class monitor. Tall and nice and pretty helpful. Although no one actually listen to him when he said that they should stop bullying me. But at least he tried to help, not like someone...
THZ...

Dania
Hi Dania! I hope i spelled it correct this time. Well you had helped me some way or the other. And also be my buddy for D&T. Anyway, thx for that. =D

That all i can remember now, i will complete this sometime soon. dun worry. your name will be there.

19-nov-09 12:47pm
Lol... Hi again.
So let me continue.

Pesdy
Ai... all the trouble you have given me in 1e1 was horrible. You messed me up totally when you brought back my primary school nightmares from Suman... You completely RUINED my plan to change myself into a better person. Really very sry to say this, but i hate you... YES HATE you for what you have done. But i am very grateful that you did not tease me or bully me that much this year... Altough that very incident in the middle of the year about the blog did blew me up very violently, but that was really my fault... Anyway, Thx for bullying me i guess. I managed to change for the better after manging to ignore you.

Yao Xing
You always take my things right? And your timing is always perfect. U would almost always blow me up... But it is good that we could still play games with you... So thx?

I am going to watch Prince Caspian now... The DVD...
SO bye for now....

Hi guys.
I have a post coming up soon.
It will be about the whole class lar.
LOL.
And it will be the post before this one that you are reading now.
It will also be classified in my new box that will say "long posts".
Anyway, that will be tomorrow.
So nvm about that first.

About today:
Went to watch High School Musical three at west mall today haha.
With Samuel and Yao Xing.
So sad lor jojo cannot come.
And i must say that it was a very fun day today.
Although the waiting part was very retard for me.
Cos those guys were 30mins late =.=
Anyway, I also went to the library before that.
So it was ok.
I did not wait for that long.
But i was bored lar.
Nothing to do.
Just walking up and down the whole of west mall.
lol.
So they came(finally).
We went to buy the movie tickets, and then went to the arcade TIME-ZONE to play.
It was fun lar.
But i did not play much.(cos i dun wan. not anything else)
And then there was the movie.
The nicest one of the 3 HSM shows/movie.
The ending was just......just......... FABULOUS
lol......Sharpay and her FABULOUS
............................
Anyway, after that, we went to the arcade again.
Haha.
It was fun there.
....
Then i just reached home around half an hour ago.
Lol.
Anyway, that was my day.
Better then staying at home playing computer.
So much more fun.
ok.
BYE FOR NOW

Hi guys.
LOL.
Sigh.
Life now a days so sucky.
Just cried last saturady.
Not anyone's fault lar.
To think that i had three years of torture in Primary school and then come into Secondary school to suffer more.
WHY?!
But anyway, it is only one week past into the holidays and i am already starting to miss my classmates.
Ai. How?
So i decided to try to do something like what Charmaine did.
Something like that.
To talk a bit on the ppl i remember.
So i will start now.

It will be posted on a seperate post i decided soon.

bye for now...