At 4.20PM, Saturday December 21st, i started typing this entry, not only to fully season my new keyboard and test it to the max, but also to post about the year for me.
It has been a very tiring 2013 for me. All the ups and down in life. All the friends i made and all the obstacles i encountered.
There had been may mistakes in the year 2013. More than just a few mistakes that i made. Then there are the times when you would just wish you could turn back time and sort things out. Just hoping that you didn't say what you just said.
It was a tough year for me indeed. I fought with my parents, my friends, my soul...
I lost some battles, won a handful of them, and just got stuck in between some of them.
There was much up and down in the life of 2013. More downs then up perhaps?
I was thinking of killing myself again, just a few weeks ago because i was just so angry at myself.
But i threw those thoughts aside and move on with my life.
Then there is the new house, where i got my own room and area to study in. I even got my own desktop now! It just feels fantastic. But now going to work is a chore... And moving everything from the old house to the new is even more tiring. Its just so draining sometimes i feel like i should just skip work and stay at home to rest.
But this is life. Changes happens and you can either embrace it or just be a bitch and sit down complaining about it instead of doing anything about the problem which in some instances you really can.
O well. i'm getting super sleepy anws. I'm just gonna go and sleep for a while and then i'm off to work. Gosh i hope it's not crowd today... So tired alrdy cos of moving....
