A new year again.
Into the year of 2013, we leave behind the memories of the past year.
All the happy and sad memories that we had, we should keep them all.
I have many things to think about, many mistakes to reflect on. Its been a year, yet i had to ask myself, what have i accomplished in this last year. When i just lay back on my bed and think about it all, I realised i didn't really accomplish anything. I'm still stuck with only a Grade 7 Piano, bad results, and horrible health. All this i wanted to clear up and solve before 2013 arrives. At the end of the day, no, the year, i still haven't accomplished anything.
Perhaps it's time for a new year resolution? I really want my Grade 8 Piano as soon as possible. I guess it is time to start again and practise hard on piano and work hard for it. Common test is done, and everything except for one module is going fine so far. I got to start working and excerising so that my health will not deteriorate any further.
But a new year resolution is useless if i don't work on it. So lets just get that resolution set for once and for all. And i really just want to be a better person in fact. Forget the piano, forget the common test, forget my health. I need to fix myself, my soul, my spirit.
So the final new year resolution?
As a human being, i will make many mistakes, but if i learn from them, there is no harm. So i have decided, that i must strive for excellence in everything i love and want to do.
As much as striving for excellence in everything i do is a better resolution, but i think that is being to ambitous. I learned that mistake the hard way the last year. And i now know that i have to aim to do my best in everything i can do, not to be over ambitous and try to do everything at once.
Thats about it all i have to say for the new year. To all those who have been a part of my life for the past year, thank you. My life would never be the same without you guys. I'll never forget all the times that you all made me laugh, nor the times you all made me sad and ask myself what am i really worth. Through the year, spending time with you all have made me realise my countless mistakes and things that i have to understand. I thank you!
To my seniors, i thank you for teaching me things that i could never learn from anyone else. I thank you more for your care and concern.
To my friends, bros and sisters, thank you for saving my ass time after time, and for being there for me when i was on the brink of suciding. You all have no idea how much you all mean to me.
And to all my juniors, thank you for everything. You all just make me laugh uncontrollably time after time and made me smile when i'm down! Haha.
The last but definitely not the least, my family. Thank you all for forever supporting this idiotic and lost guy, who's trying to find his way on this dark path to a better life. You all have been my pillar of strength, especially my cousins. I really thank you all for ALWAYS being there for me no matter whatever shit i am in. Really really thank you all for spending time with me. I don't think i would be alive today if you all weren't by my side.
Thats all i have to say for now people. What is your new year resolution? Have a moment to yourself and think about it.
Have a great year ahead my fellow readers! Thank you all!
