3 weeks passed...

I know it has been some time since i have posted...
My dear readers... (IF THERE ARE ANY LOL)
I'm sorry...

But for the past 2-3 weeks... so much has happened...
Perhaps even too much...
School started...
Band has resumed...
Family stuff...

All of it... It has troubled me...
At times, i don't even know what i'm doing...
The past 2-3weeks... had pasted on a live day by day basis...

And i really hate myself for doing that....
I ask myself... what the shyt am i doing... i need a good GPA this sem...

All i could hope for is that everything will be back to normal now :D

Thankfully though, it has gone back to normal...
:D

So yar :D cool :D
Looking forward to lessons later...
IT HAD BETTER BE FUN...

One week to school

The new semester is gonna start!!!
Kinda nervous, because i know this semester, my GPA needs to be really good.
It need to be 4.0!!!

But so much things happened.
In the past few weeks, i realised that i have a lot to catch up on my piano.
Thats one thing for sure.
I have already signed up for the exam...
I really wanna get a merit for Grade 8.

And over the last few weeks, i realised how important friendship is to me.
I realised i literally cannot survive without my Friends.
Being at home and staring at the computer is definitely not fun at all...
And having to practise piano all the time is not fun too...

But we will still have to live on with it.
Like i have been saying so many times...
This is what life is about.

We got to get it going...

I got to get myself going...
And i will.
For everyone that i know and for those who cares about me
I won't let anyone down...
I mustn't...

Its usually the case...

Flashbacks....
If you break up with ur girlfriend/boyfriend....
The pain... of thinking about the happy memories in the past....
It hurts...

Real cool movie! JUST BEING RANDOM

Life as it is

If only life can be like this in Singapore...
Sometimes, people are so caught up with work that they forget the basic needs of life...
Like those who are so in love with money that they try to fight their way up higher and higher and try to earn more everyday...
They forget about everything else that is important...
Their relationship, their family, relatives and friends....

And then there are the nerds that study like mad just to try and pass all their exams...
Just like those in JC who are currently fighting to pass their promos...
They don't have time to do all those things in the picture...

And you come to ask yourself, what is living life?
If you have all the money in the world, will you be happy?
We can make that choice, but what about students in Singapore, they are often not happy with what they are doing.
I dare not say that all are unhappy with what is going on...
Yes there are people in Singapore who like the education system for what it has given to every child in Singapore.
And i appreciate it as well.
Because it gives every child in Singapore some basic knowledge of the world, ensuring that we will not drown in the society of Singapore... at the very least...
Nevertheless, people often forget to ask themselves, "Am i really happy with what i have, am i really happy with my life?"

I guess that is something that we all have to start asking ourselves, and wonder what is really good for us.
Living a stress out lifestyle is real bad for health...
And i really feel that everything on that list is important...

1.Live
Life itself is a gift... Live life like there is no tomorrow, as some would say... Cherish every moment you have with yourself and the people around you. Learn whatever you can from your teachers... Be glad that you are learning something

2.Laugh
Its a great stress reliever... You should NOT live a day without laughing...

3.Love
Love everyone around you, because they are there for you, making you laugh and making sure you won't do something stupid... Making sure that you are fine when you feel down...

4.Discover the World
The world itself is an amazing place... And i would wanna discover more of it before i die too... :)

5. Take photos
yes take photos.... As much as you can... They are great things that you wanna keep... All the beautiful memories....

Trust me, this is worth thinking about...
And trust me, i have a lot of thinking to do as well...

Mixture of feelings

I hope to chase my dreams...
I want to take to the sky...
I want to be able to look at myself and say to myself, "Great! You have done a good job!"

I want to learn music, i want a PhD in music. ( Yes for real i want it)
But is it really what i want?
I have talked to myself so many times about this.
But sometimes i just don't know what i really want...

For sure i want Swiss Winds to become the top band in Singapore again.
But what about myself?
I want to give them all the help i can, but what do i want to do for myself?

And then the is the usual Wayang with my parents...
I already cancelled one Piano lesson last week...
And now u tell me i haven practised enough...
What you want me to cancel another lesson?
Might as well just stop my piano lessons....

Music is the only thing that i'm doing now that i really really love...
And you seem to want to take it from me too....
Yes maybe i have not practised enough....
But the last few days i have practised more then 5 hours already...

Yar it is little for someone who is having a holiday....
I'll definitely practise more and more over the next few days...
But i need that dam lesson...
I don't know my fingering and stuff....
HOW TO PRACTISE....

Well... At least i have my juniors to talk to...
I must never forget that...
And my friends too...
I guess thats a plus point in my life then...

Its a new month...

It's a new month, and i thought i would post about something that has been on my mind for more then a full year...

When you are in love, and your opposite is totally in love with you too, love DOES become a War...

It was so easy to start a relationship, and it still is...

One of you will just take the initiative to confess, and if you both feel the same way, thats it.

A relationship starts...

Throughout the relationship, each other will have many disagreements with each other, but just as the picture has showed us, once ur IN a relationship, thats it, it's really hard to end it, no matter how hard you try.

When i was in Secondary school, i saw so many couples, and nearly all the time, the boy will be super sensitive, and the girl will be even more sensitive.

The boy is always trying to be over-protective of the girl, thinking that any other boy would snatch her away from him. And then he will get into a quarrel with her and ask her why she just so love to hang with other boys... 

Seen it a lot a lot...

And the girl will be really sensitive because the boy is always trying to be with her. Going everything she goes. And the girl will be screaming at the boy, "Can you don't be so protective a not?!"

I have seen a lot of relationships of this kind in school and even more in Band when i was still was Swiss Winds...

But in the relationships that really blossom, the couple has mutual trust and understanding that there is much more then just the two of them in the world.

They know that they need to take care of their other friends as well, be it if it's the boy-friends or girl-friends.

They know that they have started a relationship, and that they are in this war together, and they know how hard it is to end it...

They know that they will always love each other and know that they will always be there for each other, so it really doesn't matter if they hang out with others. 

Because they know that they truly love each other...

And THIS, is true love...

This, is life as it should be...

Remember, to all the couples out there:
"To love is nothing...
To be loved is something...
To love and be loved, is everything..."

Bare that in mind, and you'll live a better tomorrow. :D