End of week, start of another...

To all my readers, trust me, i have thought long and hard before posting this...

So anyways, so much happened during the past week.

Things that i really hope isn't happening are happening...
Even i myself screwed up a few times.
And then sometimes you will ask yourself, hey what am i doing?
Perhaps i should not even do anything at all.
Maybe that would be the best way to let my juniors learn things themselves.
Then again, you come to think about how much you yourself suffered when you didn't have seniors to teach you how to do things...
How lost you felt when you start to take charge and then realize, "O shit, i don't know how to do things what am i going to do."
And u think to yourself, "come on, you don't want ur juniors to feel all that pain..."
The pain one goes through when you got to literally start from scratch.
That pain, its just so... painful.
Yes, it hurt me, to see my junior getting scolded from their teacher, because deep down, no matter how much i try to tell myself that its not my fault, i know that i still have a part to play in whatever they are going through now.
Sometimes i just feel like telling them, "Hey forget it, let me do things, at least if anything goes wrong, i will be the one to get scolded, not you all..."
But i know that they will never learn that way...

So many times already, i have asked myself, what the hell am i doing?
Why is it that of all the people in my batch, i keep going back whenever i have time?
Poly life isn't that simple at all, and JC life, i know isn't better.
I know very well that we all are tight for time and often don't have the time to go back.
But still, i realized that i'm the only one who loves going back...
True, like what Mr Chew said, perhaps its my passion for music, my passion to conduct keeps me going.
But is that the only reason?

Honestly, its not.

Like i have said so many times, my juniors keeps that, spark going in me.
And my desire to try to make things better for my juniors, drives me on as well.
Really, it hurts when you see all the pain your juniors are going through.
And the reason is simply because you know that you have not taught them well.
Yes, i have to admit that i did not do a good job in teaching the sec 4s 2011 of Swiss Winds.
Perhaps it was because i weren't taught by anyone...
But i that did not give me the excuse of not doing a good job...
So, to any of my juniors reading this, i'm sorry.
I know i didn't do good job.
Perhaps i did a good job in running the band, but i'm really very sorry i didn't teach you properly...

And to the sec 3s now, please, find your spark!
I believe in you all, i really do.
But you all need to FIND THAT SPARK!
Then you all can do well!!!
I know it will be tough, it was tough for my batch.
But nevertheless, we pull STRAIGHT through!
And if we can, you all can too!
I know you all can do a good job!
Remember, first step is to believe you can do it,
Then u must find out wad you are doing wrong.
And don't forget to correct your mistakes.
Anything you all don't know, don't ever be afraid to ask!
I will always be there to try to help u all to the best of my ability!!! :D

Mid week! About 3 more weeks to common test!!!

Boy o boy...

Its like mid week already!!!
Vesak Day over already. Went to temple yesterday morning...
Like totally din catch any sleep at all man...
Yesterday, i slept at what, 9a.m.?
And i woke up at 5p.m.
Now like still got so much energy...

Haiz... And also like whole body aching...
AutoCAD the homework also don't know if do correctly.
At least i know it looks like the sketch given to us :D
Feel like going and play L4D2 at this hour...

My first poly common test gonna start soon!!!
Must go and revise too hahaha...
I hope i will do well in it!!!

O O AND ONE MORE THING!!!
I think i will get to go for NDP this year!!!
YAY :D

HAHAHA
Okay thanks for visiting and reading...

I'll post next time.
See u all!!!

Good night!

On a monday, when only poly students are in school...

Boy, General Elections 2011(GE) was a blast to me man.
With history being made with the workers party's win at the aljunied GRC and the whole wayang on nomination day...
But that is really not my concern, to be honest.
I just felt that our foreign affairs minster, George Yeo... Really it is a loss.
Just hope that he can be back in parliment...

Always, into may now.
The first week is like over.
This coming wednesday, i have a test to study for, and to be really honest i don't think i should be here blogging LOL.
But o well, at least there is something to be looking forward to this week.
Swiss Winds band practice resumes on Friday :D ( YAY )
Which means i'm going back for sure, because i'm still trying to get in touch with the school and start the Swiss Winds Alumni band escapade.
Seriously, trying to start a project like this isn't really... simple...
But i feel that its 100% worth it :D
Even though its nearly one year since i left Swiss Winds, i still feel very attached to the CCA...
Perhaps its because of all the ups and downs the band had went through, and how hard we all have worked as a band to try to pick up everything again...
The feeling was great when you see Swiss Winds performing at NDP 2010.
Its just great, to see a band that you were once part of making history as the first secondary school band to perform alongside the SAF Central Band....
Really... even though u're not in it, it just feels wonderful...
And not forgetting my wonderful juniors.
The bond makes it really hard to let go, even though i know very well that the time to let go had already came and gone...

O well, enough of all that.
I'm glad that they are starting band again, because now i have something to look forward to, other than all the poly life u know... all the studying and stuff.
I wont deny the fact that NP band is somewhat fun, but going back to Swiss Winds is definitely much more fun! :D
And the only reason was because of my love for Swiss Winds... Nothing much... :D
Can i ever let go?
I really hope i can...
Its really the first time i have ever felt so attached to a CCA, and i do believe its the last.
Because in Poly, i don't think i have the time to make a difference.
School in year 2 and 3 will definitely be very hectic i believe...
I might not even have the time to go back to Swiss as much...

O well, don't think too far lar hor? :D
See you all soon!

Wad an April...

Wow. Wad an April i had this year!

So many things happens this past month.
School finally started for me! :D
It was quite fun to be really honest!
The first week of school was for orientation.
Quite fun, everyday got free lunch.
Not that the food is really fantastic, but it wasn't really horrible.
And then after all the so called content heavy introduction to all the year 1s(including me), Ngee Ann Poly screened two movies for everyone to watch.
O man the two movies were so so so nice!!!
One was unstoppable, and the other was R.E.D. which is FANTASTICALLY FUNNY!!! :D

Then there was a long holiday. Lolz...
Good Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.
And then, it was school!

O boy school...
First day was okay...
Then the second day... I felt like i given back all my physics to Mr Lim...
Which is really bad... :(
Because that means that i have a lot a lot to catch up with... Haiz...
O well, its time to work harder to try and get all my physics back...

AutoCAD was really fun!!!
And then there was the workshop...

O O WORKSHOP :D
Yesterday the teacher showed us how the machines in the workshop can cut things after we put in a programme.
It was really fun to see how the machine cut.... Well not really cut, maybe draw would be a better word?
Yea so the machine draw a double heart on the pieces of material. Yep yep.

So that was my month of April, into the first week of My.
So far school has been really really fun, and i hope it will continue to be like that...
So yea :D

Thats all for today :D
Nothing much more to say.

So, see u soon :D