Times seems to fly...
Already term 1 is gone, and within 3 weeks terms 2 will fly...
Time really flies...
And this few months really made me think about what is going in my life...
It really made me regret...
In secondary, i complain about having too much homework and no time to enjoy anything.
In fact, i believe that many of my friends did the same...
But moving onto tertiary education really changed how i think about that.
That mindset that secondary school was horrible is really gone now...
And if i actually think back, i think there is so much more that i could have enjoyed...
Thinking back, there were so many times when i could have enjoyed talking to friends and playing Big 2 in class.
I kinda miss the recess times when my so called clique and i will sit down together for recess and then laugh over some gossip or just what happened in class before recess.
So much happy things happened in secondary school that i really never cherished until its gone.
And then there were the times when we rush for band on every tuesday and friday.
O those times were fun... Haha
We (the BLG 2009) used to have a really heavy recess and then we would rush for band like immediately after our lessons end.
O how i miss those times....
And then of course there are the times when u will have to worry about homework...
In secondary school teachers do come after your blood if you don't hand in your homework on time...
And then all the times i spent with my clique on outings and stuff?
Going to the arcade together was so fun.
All those good old times when i could sit down with a strong group of friends to talk to each other after a whole day of lessons and kinda go home together...
Not saying that i don't have friends in Ngee Ann now but i guess its just not the same.
I guess it is in secondary where u form such strong friendship that you can't really let it go.
And then your CCA as well.
It is in secondary school where u get so attached to everything, and then u will find it so hard to let go, because of everything you have gained in secondary school.
I guess i have to say that i'm really wrong to say that i hate my secondary school life.
Because moving into poly life really made me wanna go back into secondary school life and do everything over.
I would have wanted to study harder and to make more friends.
Perhaps even do more for Swiss Winds...
I guess its because life in poly is really different.
U have to pretty much look out for yourself.
Even the school lecturers don't really care about you in Ngee Ann.
Its a totally different life.
Totally not like secondary school.
Really...
Sometimes i would like to go back and do it all over. there would have been so so much that i wanted to change.
Literally, poly life is very much more mature.
And compare that to secondary school life, where u can still be like 25% childish, you can't do that anymore in poly...
And in JC there is really no time to do any of that... No time to think about a life even...
Sometimes for JC people its just homework homework and... homework...
I really don't know what to do sometimes.
I feel so stressed up now a days...
More like i'm mentally tired then physically tired.
I think i really do need some time off, when i can just lie down on my bed and forget about everything... but its half the time not possible at all.
O well, thats all i have time for now... I guess i just needed an avenue to let it all out. I still have so much more to say in fact... But i got to go now...
So well, see u all soon!
I'll be posting again soon for sure :D
