Confused sad and crying

ARHHH!!!!
I dun know what is going on in my life now a days.
I just got scolded by daddy yesterday.
Cos me to like blank out totally?
Yea.
It was that bad.
After i like blank out?
I was like crying and crying and crying.
I was so moody.
Ai.
I dun know what to do now.
There is a mess in band?
And i am messed up at home?
And i feel so stupid?
yar.
At least the mess in band is easing.
Yea.
That is what i am happy about.
OK.
Bye.