A DEEP CUT IN MY HEART

Omg.
I am feeling so hurt now.
I am. I am.
I feel like crying you know.
Maybe ******(someone) is rite.
I cannot ever reverse all tat i hve done.
I juz wan to forget about what i am doing...........

NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE ISOLATED, NOT BEING TREATED LIKE THE OTHERS.
HOW IT HURTS MY HEART.
WHY CANT THEY GIVE ME A CHANCE.
TO LET ME CHANGE.
WITH THEIR HELP!?
NO ONE KNOW HOW IT FEELS MAN.
REALLY.
IT FEELS SO CRAPPY.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MYSELF TO THE CORE.
I WAN TO DIE.
DUN WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.
I TRY SO HARD.
AND THEN ALL I GET IN RETURN IS ALL ONLY CRAP.
I JUZ GET SCOLDED AND SCOLDED AND INSULTED AND INSULTED.
AND I JUZ RETARDED TO THINK THAT I CAN DO IT?
I don't know.




SOMEONE GIVE ME AN ANSWER.
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