Amazing Grace

When will you ever understand, the pain of being me.
When will you ever see, the pain of my personality.
When will you ever feel, the pain of my aching heart.
When will you ever...

I'm not the easiest person to understand, and i'm definitely not the best son any parent would hope for.
I only hope for a world that can understand me, a world that is fair.
Yet i know it will never happen.

The world that we live in, everyone there is out to kill.
It's no longer survival of the fittest, it is the survival of the most cunning.
Yet there are those with the best support from friends and family that will come up on top and over those cunning people.

This world is no longer fair, and i'm one of those who want to escape from the reality of this cruel world.
I need to realise this cruel fact, that i live in this world.
I need to face it, don't i...

I don't have much to say today.
Mentally and Physically, i feel more than horrible.
I'm tired, and i really cannot carry on and take control anymore.
I'm lost... but nevertheless, i leave with this today...

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound.
That saved, a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now i see.