2 days to go

2 days to go.

What will happen on that day itself?
I honestly have no idea.

Worst day ever, or a day to remember?

2 days to go.

One paper down and 5 more to go.
I have confidence in none of them.
As much as i'm stressed out thinking about it, i just can't get myself to put in the effort, to go and revise.
I just can't put my heart into something i do not like to do.

And yet, it is what that may determine my future.
If i fail even one of the modules i'm finished...

I'll have to force myself again i guess...

2 days to go.

I have already lived so long.
All the bittersweet memories that comes back to me.
All the times when i was teased, bullied...
I'm a changed person for sure.
But in many ways, i find myself worthless.

I just can't study...
But that is all that matters in this dam country.
I'll have to try my best to revise tonight.
One module at a time.

I can do this.
I will never give up.
I will believe.
I will be positive...