Feeling kinda emo

Hi all.
Very moody this week.
My grandma fell last Sunday and i like reached home 12 something the nxt day.
I like really tired lar.
So tired.
And then i did not do my hw.
Then some ppl say i did not do the homework.
I am hopeless
All this things.
You know how it feels rite?
And then i cannot fall out during the ADC cos later ppl will say that i am a slacker.
But my leg was like so painful.
So have to endure.
Then there was once i almost cried.
I really wan to.




Is my life that hard to live?
Could i die in peace?
All this qns always flow into my mind when things like that happens.
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