Cleared my homework and feeling all rite

WEEE!!!
The chemistry test was ok lar.
Not as bad as i thought it would be.
So yea.
Thank God!
And today, i manage to clear all the homework.
You know how happy i am?
It means that i now have the weekend homework only.
And then it is E-maths only and history.
At the moment.
So if i can concentrate, i will finish in like wow?
30 mins i hope. =D

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SS test tmr.
I have not revise.
But not that bad lar.
Can one lar i believe.
Just hope that i pass that is good enough liao lor.
One more thing.
I realise that my bag is getting heavier and heavier and heavier everyday.
Maybe it is becos of my body aching.
My right side of the body is still aching.
And i really dun know how am i going to survive ADC traing tmr.
Can hardly do push-ups lor.
But i have to do it man.
I dun like to be called a slacker.
My friends can dun care, but i cannot take anymore of that.
Reason?
I survivied 4 years of primary(pri 4 - 6) and secondary(sec 1 - mid sec 2) and now that i am alive, i dun wan to be insulted again.
Many times, i tried to hurt myself, but i don wan that to happen to me again lar.
I dun wan to hurt myself.
Put it simply.
I know, i know, everyone rather see me die.
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Ai.
Maybe that is the best way for now?