Believing in Myself

What a day!!!!
So dammed.
At least got some good things.
So, this was my "wonderful" day.

Started off something like bad?
So i got to school and the first thing i wanted was to see certain ppl.
But that wasn't that bad.
So then come recess.
And guess what.
Ashwini asked me to lend her my markers.
So fine.
I did.
And she started drawing on the board?
Drawing about iggy.
So i saw that and decided to participate.
And i drew on the board.
Yep.
Then Mr Timothy Tan saw it and i of course said i did not draw at first.
Then i told the truth.
So me and ashwini and dip and amirah suppose to see him after lesson.
But we did not.
=.="
He also did not say after thing.
Geography went well.
Then dun know why i had the crazy idea of scaring Ms Tay.
Maybe i am a little crazy myself?
And i had to stand outside the classroom for a period.
A maths period.
And after that Ms Tay was talking to me outside.
I almost cried.
But don try asking me why.
Cos i will only tell three people.
Josiah, Samuel and Yan Teik.
No one else.

After school.....at home.
half an hour ago, i had to argue with my parents to get access to the computer.
Dont know what wrong with my mum.
Maybe she is a little crazy.
When i study for about an hour, she say that i study for only 45mins.
WHAT THE HELL??????????
And my father always say that my results sux.
Nvr once did he say it is good.
SO "encouraging" to his son.
HATE MY PARENTS!!!
HATE THEM!!!
Yes, no doubt they were good to me b4.
But..............................
i dont know.
Sometomes i just want to cry out loud.
I dont care where.
I just want to cry.
Cry it all out.
To relief me of my stressfulness.
........................................
Ai!!!!