Believing in Myself

HI! people
I know that my blog is.... well dead for a long time
But i only found time to post today.
So this was my suckish last week for that last week.
After that Science test, i had this music project to prepare cos i am playing the piano.
But that was not the worst thing.
My Geography textbk is offically missing since last week.
And i have NOT A CLUE where the heck the Txtbk is.
Then i have to buy a new one tomorrow.
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN?
Not the worst thing yet.
This is the worst.
My Thumbdrive is offically missing too.
It was missing for so dam long.
And now i really dun know where is everything.
Then i fell ill.
SOOOOOO GREAT.
So i was sick and i could not find my thumbdrive.
I told my father and my father shouted at me.
After he shouted though, he lend me a thumbdrive that is not actually a thumbdrive.
So the next day, i broke down on the piano.
I missed a note.
The whole song then went horribly wrong.
But in the end , we started over and it turned out fine.

The weekend was so horrible.
I had to miss a CIP that i really really really want to go to.
WHY??????
And there was so much arguement with my dad over the weekend.
He was angry at me for falling ill.
And for losing the thumbdrive.
And for losing the textk.
WHAT?
I mean, other parents would ask their child where they could have left it right?
Or maybe help them find it right?
They will not scold right?
They should know that their child fells very bad liao right?
Ai.
Sometimes i really want to run away.
Or sit down and cry.
I really hate my father.
Hate him to the CORE!!!!!!
What am i to do?






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