Believing in Myself

Today is a Sunday, but it does not feel like a Sunday.
Sundays are meant to be joyful, not when it is a day when everything goes wrong.
So my SUCKISH Sunday went like this.

In the morning I did my Maths homework.
Then like I dun know how to do some of it.
Afternoon my parents came home from golfing (whatever?)
So they wanted to check my tuition homework.
And to tell you all the truth, I did not complete my tuition homework.
So mum nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged and nagged until it was time to go for dinner then I had to come back for the tuition.
The teacher is Miss Fiona.
She is a good teacher.
I tried to do her homework, then she mark.
Those I dun know she explain.
But this few lessons, she did not do that.
I dun know what is wrong with her.
She just say that I am difficult to teach.
At that time I felt like a total idiot and a fool.
Yes.
She like totally insulted me.
I almost cried.
I really want to cry at that time.
Just cry in front of her.
Nowadays, I really feel so useless.
Like I am so stupid.
And that my parents hate me so much that they dun want me.
Everything in my life is so wrong.
And what is worse, I dun know what is wrong sometimes.
Maybe most of the time.
Like I said, I really want to turn back time.
Go back into the past, and undo those I done wrong.
But that is juz so impossible.

I dun know about my life nowadays lar.
Now I am only thinking of my Sec 3 subject combination.
I hope I get what I want.
Really.









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